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I've realized...

Fri Jul 21, 2006, 3:56 PM
...that I have an issue with being alone. Something in me just can't handle being completely alone right now, and that scares me.

...that I need people to like me. I didn't realize that until I just let it flow from my fingers without thinking first.

...that I bounce from group to group of friends. I never stay more than a few months with any group, it seems. There are only two friends (not including family) that I've truly kept up with for extended periods of time.

...that I need to change some stuff in my life, despite being scared of it.

...that I hate feeling like I can't open up in a group of friends. I don't do well when I feel that I can't express my emotions openly.

...that some people I used to admire/love/respect/insert nice thing here are people I don't want to deal with anymore. I was just blind to it before.

...that I'm easily persuaded. I don't think for myself nearly enough.

...that I hate not being honest. And I hate having to censor myself.



I realize that my life is organized chaos (an oxymoron, I know) and that I don't know how much longer I can deal with it this way...
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  • Current Residence: This multiverse
  • Interests: friends, reading, music...the usual
  • Favourite movie: Empire Records, Contact, White Oleander, American Beauty, and Hedwig and the Angry Inch
  • Favourite band or musician: long list
  • Favourite genre of music: rock
  • Favourite poet or writer: David Gerrold
  • Favourite cartoon character: Edward from Cowboy Bebop, Dogbert, Alice, The Garbageman, Deedlit

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=Jippersnappers:iconJippersnappers: Jun 4, 2008, 3:11:03 PM
Hello lovely lady. How have you been?

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"Ford, there is an infinite number of monkeys outside, who wants to talk to us about this script for Hamlet they have worked out."
Mood: Sadness ~hanterzon:iconhanterzon: May 24, 2008, 1:49:38 AM
Where are you these days?

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*oteador:iconoteador: May 1, 2008, 12:51:27 AM
Thanks for your recent visit, but where are all your works? :O_o:

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Alex
*oteador:iconoteador: Mar 2, 2008, 4:40:30 AM
I must see your gallery slowly because there are very gool photos, and there are too many. :phew:

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Mood: Sadness =Jippersnappers:iconJippersnappers: Oct 6, 2007, 9:06:29 AM
Hey, how are you doing? I was thinking about you yesterday and realized that i haven't talked to you in quite some time.

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"Ford, there is an infinite number of monkeys outside, who wants to talk to us about this script for Hamlet they have worked out."
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